After attending a puppy Yoga event we were notified by email that the organizer tested positive for Covid. My husband didn’t feel well two days later. And four days later I didnt feel well. Boom. Covid all over again. High fever exhaustion etc….my doctor offered me Plaxovid as I qualify but I didnt take it. I read about people taking it and having Covid come back even worse after. Omg. Come on! Whats wrong with everything?! Everyone?! The Wuhan Lab is still up and running creating and generating manufacturing deadly viruses. The fact that a place like this actually fucking exists is a testament to how ignorant violent and deranged human beings are which is clearly quickly destroying the Earth and all of life. Gods sacred creation - Mother Earth - animals - nature. Theres been no talk of shutting the lab down. No consequence. No arrests. Its just been shut up and take your shot! I never did tho. I was like “I’ll take the COVID” Im not interested in a rushed unknown substance with unknown side effects being injected into me or being told I have to do anything by anyone. People were pushing me to do it everyone I knew in fact but I had a feeling my immune system would do away with it and it did 3 times. The 3rd time I coughed once and cleared my throat and that was it.
Sometimes you just really have to laugh. Well Ive been laughing a lot. Amid all the pain from awareness on a micro level and macro level of what’s happening here I can still laugh. I think its been a survival thing for me in my life going all the way back to my earliest memories of the moments of laughter I had with my mom. Those moments were so precious to be with her in that energy of joy instead of fear of her. I always wanted to be laughing. I watched Inspector Cleaseu movies over and over with friends and laughed till we cried. There were so many funny movies to see as a kid in the late 70s and 80s, I cant name them all but what a rich time it was if you loved to laugh. Trading Places, Down And Out In Beverly Hills, and on and on. I’ve been doing standup for 30 years! Ive been in and out because Ive had so much music in me and had to record a few albums and health challenges kept me tethered to the bed but when I was able sometimes just barley I’d do stand up. It was the most natural thing in the world for me since Id been doing it my whole life - as a kid Id just tell my friends of the insanity that went on in my house all the awful things going on and it was met with hysterical laughter, then with therapists laughing, psychologists laughing, doctors, teachers….ok God I get it. As a teenager after seeing a standup comedy show I was like Oh! Ok! It was an AHHa moment like finally getting the right diagnosis and putting a name to a condition.
I had a laughing fit the other day…I don’t like to travel but I take online vacations. Right?! I’ll look up a a place Id like to travel to and read about it and look at pictures of it really explore it and 45 minutes later Im back home and had a good trip but happy to be back. Boom. Done. I was recently fascinated with a small area of Mexico called Tobasco - very rich in culture and history. It borders dense jungles and the hotel that I was checking out offered hikes in the jungle. They would also send u off on your own but they said they provide “shell phones for your safety.” Well that did it. When I read that I went into hysterics. I was screaming laughing till I was crying. This went on for a day and a half. until I finally calmed down. “Shell phones will be provided for your safety.”
I started getting into creating pie recipes with no flour no grains no eggs no dairy. Just almond meal crust pies some filled with wild blueberries and cranberries some with chocolate and some were pizzas. Friends and neighbors even friends of friends have been dropping off gorgeous organic home grown tomatoes cucumbers and more. I dont eat tomatoes because of how they affect my gut but I couldn’t resist these beauties. Heirloom tomatoes are stunning. And some are so big they look like Mother Natures beating heart. I can get very glutinous and yes yes i did. One bite of tomato led to slices and then it was every meal I made was covered in tomatoes. It caught up with me. Ow. But I took a step back after a few days of this and stopped. I then moved over to having cucumber which is another food I can’t eat. Nothing raw for me as my gut is so sensitive I have to cook my broccoli and things need to be warm. But again here are these gorgeous cucumbers so yeah there i go again and as of today …Im done! Ow. Again. Im enjoying crafting stand-up material, drawing, and manifesting. Thanks for stopping by! Peace and Health to All ! xo Lyss Fern